Brandee (BabyGirl)

It’s like this girl…

I still to this day have no idea where you came from. We just randomly started playing COD together. Never in a million years would I have guessed that you would become such an important part of my life. It’s funny who life throws at you.

I didn’t even think you liked me very much. Next thing I knew, we were staying up late talking. Sometimes till the crack of dawn. We would talk all night about anime, or whatever else was on our minds. I remember that first night we talked. We just shared our favorite pictures of ourselves. You gave me a confidence I didn’t know I had.

What has it been now? Like 4 years? Maybe longer? It’s crazy I’ve known you for so long, yet we haven’t officially met yet. Don’t worry.  I aim to change that soon. You are one of many stops I have to make really soon. 

I wanted to write about you to tell you that I am grateful for every moment I get to speak to you. You have NO IDEA how much you really mean to me. You always seem to have great timing. Almost every time I’m down, I suddenly get a message from you and I forget about whatever is bothering me. I also wanna tell you that even if you didn’t have great timing, it wouldn’t matter because it wouldn’t change how I feel. 

I love you. I hope you enjoy reading this post. Hope to be able to see you soon!

-Valken

Oddities Part 2

               I don’t know about anyone else, but I hate feeling like an idiot every time I greet someone. People always seem to look at you like you’re a complete asshole for simply saying hi to them. It’s one of the many reasons that I’m not particularly fond of people. That’s just a subtle way of saying that I fucking hate people.

               I can’t believe you had the audacity to say that I’m “living it up” in this house. People who are living it up don’t have to deal with annoying people waking them up at god awful hours of the morning. They don’t suffer from terrible depression and anxiety. Oh and they most CERTAINLY don’t dislike the people they live with either. Maybe learn what things mean before you throw words out there, eh?

               Enough with the heavy crap. I mean… Even I get a little tired of it sometimes. Other than the usual bullshit, it hasn’t been ALL bad. I’m still talking to this girl that I like more and more each day. Riding my bike has been going pretty good as well. I really like the weight I’ve been losing and how much more in shape I am. 

               It gets hard though most days. Riding up countless hills isn’t easy. Most days I feel like I’m getting more pain than gain, but I continue to push through it. I have to because it’s the only means of transportation that I have until I get a car.

               You know there’s something that bothers me a bit. I often see posts on Facebook, or even people talking in public about how people need to stop posting their thoughts on Facebook. Maybe these people are like me and don’t interact with people very well in person. 

               Facebook and my blog is my way of communicating with people. I write things down better than I can say it in person most times. If you’re tired of these people posting their lives on Facebook, then delete them. Don’t post complaining about it because you’re just as bad. I’ve lost many “friends” on Facebook because of that and it’s sad. 

-Valken